I woke early this am! To a frigid temperature! -30 outside
Music..and coffee..that’s what!
My house is warm and….very…quiet..
The smell of coffee is warming up my senses…slowly…as well as all my sleepy cells and muscles…
What music do I fill this house with?
“Melody Noir”! Patrick Watson. One of my favourites..All the illusiveness it brings to mind…And that amazing ethereal voice!!!
‘Too mellow for an early morning song” a voice said in my head!
Then I heard the voice say “oh and it’s completely moody!”
I still wanted no other to listen to.. Am I feeling romantic early this am? Not particularly! Romance is a frivolous and fleeting journey…Although, I can’t help but wonder this: To entitle someone ‘you’re the sweetest melody I ever sung’!!! What’s that feel like?! I don’t know! But it’s wonderful to listen to…That I know. And that’s all that matters lately!
I have decided: I will live day by day. No overthinking what’s to come! I honestly don’t care! I am lucky, incredibly lucky, I have lived this far! I know this may make me sound like a pessimist! But the truth, couldn’t be farther!
I love life! I laugh constantly! But I love logic too! So, one day at a time, sounds.. perfect! What would it bring? What joy can ‘I’ bring to this world? Whose life am I going to touch? Who is going to enter mine and make it richer and more…fun?!
Yes yes..I know..that contradicts my loner life pledge! But I am learning, to give others a chance to get to know me, and I, them.
Burying myself in just work, isn’t healthy.
Every year prior to Christmas, and when I am asked what do I want for Christmas, my response had been ‘new headphones’! I hate gifts.
This has been going on for years.
I basically, spend more time with my earphones than I do with anyone or..anything! So, I either wear them out, or new ones (promising the delivery of the richest audio) catch my eyes..or is it my ears?! 😉
This year? I am in love with my wireless Apple EarPods! Life has…an entirely new..sweet melody like..taste..to it
Melody Noir…and the warmest voice…on a -30 January morning in Permafrost