Fall & Emotions

Do you ever feel, as if all your emotions are rising suddenly to the pit of your stomach?!

Do you ever feel, overwhelmed, over the lack of control?! your lack of control?! You have no idea why you feel all this sudden missing!!! You, are, missing people! You, are, a little upset at some, the ones you gave so much to…wanting to hug certain ones and tell them you’re sorry for whatever pain you may have caused them, wishing you can sit right at this moment with others…chat, share a joke or two, feel the quiet uplifting harmony one feels when with ones they trust deeply!

Do you ever, look at your ageing dog, and wonder…how come, you remember when she was just a three months old puppy, as if it was just..yesterday?! The sweet smell of her puppy fur?! The tenderness that sinks in your heart when you smile watching her darling pink belly!? ‘She was so young!! How did she become this greying, tired senior dog?! Did that just happen overnight?!’

Do you ever, give your head a shake, then take a sip of your cup of coffee..look out the window at the fog gathering outside…You are standing there..hearing yourself whisper, while your hands clutching your now lukewarm cup…raising it to your face..all while hoping..your senses, any of your senses..will still manage to find some leftover warmth…’it’s just a nostalgic fall day! You better get over all this nostalgia really quick…’

Everyone I know, loves the fall! Am I really the only one, who feels the weight, of the falling leaves!!!

Author: Kat

I used to work as a graphic designer, until one day I was tragically and blissfully hit by two colliding meteors! One caused my falling in love with the world of coffee! And the other resulted in me falling out of love with the not so wonderful and nearly suffocating office culture! I left the glamour of the design world, and opened up my little café! Those were the best years of my life! I say ‘were’, because (wait! May be another time! But please do ask me if you ‘must’ know and can’t sleep tonight unless I tell you!) For the past three years, I have been living in a pyramid shape house in a middle of a green forest in the summer; a green forest buried underneath lots - I mean LOTS - of snow in the winter. I used to ‘think I still do ;)’ love the city! With its buzzing energy! I love to travel and seeing different food and coffee scenes...preferably alone! visiting ‘quirky and unusual’ places! I do not love visiting museums, hugely commercialized areas, malls and landmarks! I love old and full of heritage ‘anything’! I also love, to sit in a busy coffeeshop ‘reading quietly’ and not talking! Talking exhausts me most of the time! Watching the world unfold.. and thinking ...never does!

8 thoughts on “Fall & Emotions”

  1. Oh my yes. The melancholy of fall has a life all its own.It slowly descends like a comfortable blanket, but I’m not ready for this blanket….I don’t need a blanket just yet. It goes back to school days of losing freedom and the anticipation of the new year when it was not a new year yet, but everything was going to change. Many mixed feelings on this.

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    1. Thank you for sharing your fall nostalgia Mark! Thoroughly enjoyed it!

      You also reminded me of the first week of going back to school! The cold sting in the air when school is about to start in the morning. A reminder that summer and fun and all the days spent on the beach, are all now over. The rigidity of school taking over the laid back mornings and..all the giggles. Ah the memories…Thank you Mark!

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