Music: Lord Huron/’The Night We Met’.
But the whole album is good. Just sayin
My sister is doing great. All results are ‘benign’!
My sister…Is completely stepping back into health, and soon will be back to her theatre lecturing.
She faced-time me yesterday. Saying she was labeled ‘the monkey’ of The ICU! Meaning, she can’t stop monkeying around, and making everyone laugh, after the surgery was done. This woman is so amazing!
She said “I insisted on calling you! I am worried about you”
She’s ‘worried’ about..’me worried about her’. Sounds funny. I know.
She must’ve sensed it despite the distance?! I’m still trying not to read too much into the mysticism of it all.
I told her I’m fine. Then carried on with what’s really important! Her!
This news made me, wake up this morning, feeling very tired! I’ve been tired a lot lately. But, soon after coffee, I decided to let the sun in. And this took place:
– I showered even before going for my run. I wanted to feel ‘new’. I am feeling new. With this so anxiously awaited for news.
– I decided, to unearth my mother’s old vintage dresses! And resurrect The imprisoned beauty out of the old trunk! Seemed fitting!
I love these dresses. I wear them sometimes, and feel…calm…and happy..
I keep saying ‘I was born in the wrong century haha’! Until someone ‘clever’, points out ‘your mother is still, THIS century’! That’s when, I smile, turn my head around to face them, and say ‘you’re right! I still… feel..I am more suited to be a ‘romantic’ Dracula assistant, than being here in this century lol’! Then we quarrel some more about…history and historical correctness
I decided, a little bit of romanticism in art, textiles, old faces, young faces, my forever love for old linen, old fabrics, vintage colours and textures…is ok. And it doesn’t…make me ‘detached’ from the reality of life.
It’s ok, to be forever, fascinated by beauty. In every shape and form..age, colour, and texture. That’s me. I see a face, a piece of fabric, an old table, a tiny dusty old child linen jacket in a vintage store, and I feel…’this is so…beautiful’
Let the sun in. I wish this to whoever visits me here today.